my agonies......

today sudipta, my friend from college is getting married....quite literally speaking coz right at this moment maybe her actual tying the knot ceremony is going on......i had hoped to attend it....but i could not,not because i wasnt invited but because i came down with food poisoning.....this happens with me at all times,whenever i look forward to something, i end up not being able to take part in it at the end....talk about tough luck!!!!!i am feeling soo depressed.....all my frndz will be there and thay must be having a ball and i am stuck at home!!!!